All i’d ever wanted is to have a daddy

but life never gave me one

life never let me know what is like to have one

i’ve been alone my entire life

with people who pretend to love me

people who is actually nice, not all of them

but they’re not what i want

they’ll never be what y want

all i want is a daddy

someone who would buy me some candys

take me to school

denied permissions cuz he loves me and wants the best for me

some one who’s always gonna be protecting me

i want an old man who i can trust and tell my issues

who would hug me, maybe yell at me sometimes

i would yell him back, but there would be times

of love and peace.

i would find the internal peace i need

maybe just if i meet him...

not forcing him to be a daddy

but just to know who is him

to put a face on the name

maybe to leave behind all this big issue

maybe to let it die

and move on

to close the daddy case in my mind