All
i’d ever wanted is to have a daddy
but
life never gave me one
life
never let me know what is like to have one
i’ve
been alone my entire life
with
people who pretend to love me
people
who is actually nice, not all of them
but
they’re not what i want
they’ll
never be what y want
all
i want is a daddy
someone
who would buy me some candys
take
me to school
denied
permissions cuz he loves me and wants the best for me
some
one who’s always gonna be protecting me
i
want an old man who i can trust and tell my issues
who
would hug me, maybe yell at me sometimes
i
would yell him back, but there would be times
of
love and peace.
i
would find the internal peace i need
maybe
just if i meet him...
not
forcing him to be a daddy
but
just to know who is him
to
put a face on the name
maybe
to leave behind all this big issue
maybe
to let it die
and
move on
to
close the daddy case in my mind